if called to lead...lead!

This past Monday I gave a talk in our daily chapel service on the concept of "vocation" - what it means to be called by God to give glory to Him and to serve one's neighbor. Cloaked under a larger theme of "a theology of leadership," I spoke to the idea that some are called to the vocation of leadership and how an understanding of vocation can shape one's leadership. I kept coming back to this phrase that when one is called to lead, they then need to LEAD! Let me try to explain what I mean by that...

How many times in our lives have we - or others - discounted the call to leadership? We often hear people say such things as:

• I'm not really a leader
• I really don't have time for that
• There's someone else better than me
• Why would anyone follow me?
• I'll do it for awhile, but then you need to let me go back to what I like to do

These type of lines/excuses drive me crazy! It's almost as if people wear a badge of honor proving how much they can dismiss the idea of leadership. It's an interesting paradox in that while we are all enamored with leadership, we also distrust leaders. It seems to be a love/hate relationship, and that bleeds into our own call to such a position. How might we turn that notion around so that leadership and leaders can be embraced?

1. See leadership as a calling - a holy position to which one has been called by God. The Book of Romans, found in the New Testament of the Christian Bible, calls leadership a gift from God - and if one has this gift they are to "govern diligently." I translate "govern diligently" as "LEAD!"
2. Recognize the fact that we are all in community with others, and therefore will be called to a role of leadership sometime or other. We may not seek it out, but the mantle of leadership will fall on us whether we want it or not - it may not be a formal/named position (and most likely will NOT be), but we will be put in a position where we will need to influence people toward a shared goal, and if we are, then we need to LEAD!
3. Begin to honor those who have been called to a position of leadership. I wrote several weeks ago how followers often question the decisions leaders make (and how that is not necessarily a bad thing). However, followers also need to realize that God has called these individuals into these leadership roles, and in realizing that, these leaders should receive honor. When given that honor, these leaders have a much better chance to LEAD!
4. People in positions of leadership need to understand that their job is to LEAD! - and they do not have the choice of NOT leading. If I was called to be a fire fighter, my job would be to respond to fires and do whatever was needed to put them out (A special shout out here to Kurt Bennet - check out his blog and book). It would not work for a fire fighter to sit idlely by and worry what others thought about his fire fighting skills, or if she did nothing because she was afraid of hurting another fire fighter's feelings, or if they refused to learn how to fight a fire with the latest fire fighting equipment, or merely learned to fight fires by what they had observed other fire fighters doing during their lives. Yet that is how many leaders act - they shirk their responsibility, they are afraid to make decisions, and they don't develop as a leader by reading, studying, practicing, observing, testing, and improving as a leader. People placed into leadership positions need to learn HOW to lead and then LEAD!

Enough - my time is running short on this topic, and I need to leave today's blog and go LEAD! My final thought to you today is if you are in a position of leadership, don't be afraid to LEAD! You have been called by God into this marvelous vocation of leadership (whether you have a title or not) and have been graced by God with the gift of leadership. Now, go forth and LEAD!...and make a diffrerence in the lives of others who are looking to you to assist them in making the world a better place.

what keeps me awake...

I was asked this week why leaders talk so much about being kept awake at night, and as I tried to answer the question, I realized there are so many facets to this "phenomenon" that it became difficult to talk about it in a coherent sense. It is often true that those in leadership positions find themselves tossing and turning at 3:00 in the morning - I had a neighbor in Houston who would pace up and down his driveway in the middle of the night, trying to figure out a problem or come to terms with what he had to do. In having this discussion with a colleague, several thoughts crossed my mind:

1. The issues or problems with which leaders struggle are often complex with multiple entities involved and varying consequences for decisions made. There is seldom a black/white answer, so as leaders consider the options with which they will address the issue, they also consider the multiple consequences that will result. The question of what decision will do the least harm/most good is difficult to answer concretely, so the mind battles back and forth - thus resulting in lack of sleep.
2. Leaders have to make difficult decisions that affect people's lives - hiring/firing, pay raises/pay cuts, promotions/demotions...the list can go on forever. These decisions determine how people will feel about the leader - and for most leaders, they are people who like to be liked...it's why we ended up in this position in the first place. Making unpopular decisions may be the most difficult things leaders need to do, and so we agonize over trying to find ways to make decisions which will result in the largest number of people being happy. Knowing that a decision will make someone angry at us churns the insides - thus resulting in lack of sleep.
3. Very few people within any given organization are responsible for the entire organization - leaders often are. The multiple deadlines - the multiple products - the multiple meetings - the multiple programs- the multiple constituencies - the multiple budgets...again, the list can go on forever. Leaders have to pay attention to all of these different "things" on a regular basis, and so in the dark of night, when the leader wakes up for whatever reason, these "things" reappear in his or her mind. These are not necessarily bad "things" or even consequential "things" - they are just multiple "things." And as the leader begins to think and consider these "things," thier mind begins to race - thus resulting in lack of sleep.

So what do leaders do about this? Unfortunately, some turn to destructive behaviors that affect not only their leadership but also their personal lives. Some believe that if they just trust God enough, they will be able to sleep through the night (but even Jesus spent the night awake in the Garden). Some quit their jobs and find a position in which the overall responsibilities are less. And some learn how to cope.

For me, I have learned to cope in two ways:

1. When I wake up and the mind is racing, I walk to my study, write down on a piece of paper what I am considering, place that paper by the front door so as not to forget it in the morning, and then go back to bed. I sometimes find myself doing this several times during the night.
2. Late night/early morning TV has become a good friend. I have found that the drone of a newscaster or a PBS documentary can lull me to sleep because it allows me to concentrate on something other than what is happening in the organization. I can pretty much tell you all about "The Scooter" as it seems those commercials dominate late night/early morning TV.

And then there are those in leadership positions who sleep through the night, every night, all night long. God bless you, and if you ever figure out why you can do that, let me know. But until then, I will keep making sure that the TV remote is within reaching distance before I fall asleep.

I hate voting

Yesterday in a meeting of the Freshman Book Selection Committee, we made a final choice for this year's book - it was an exciting time as we chose the one book that all incoming freshmen would read this fall (2010). Now I can't tell you what the book is (the official "unvieling" is set for Tuesday, February 2), but I can tell you about the process - and how I was able to avoid a final "vote" - and why I hate voting.

Having served in a congregation for a long time, I would watch in pain and agony as our voter's assesmbly would discuss an issue, have someone call for a vote, pass out the ballots, go and count them in secret, and then announce the decision. While for most of the time votes were close to unanimous, it was always the big issues...the hot issues...the controversial issues in which the vote would turn out 60% for and 40% against...or even worse, 51% for 49% against. And that would be the end of the discussion. Because we had taken a "democratic" approach to the topic, everyone believed it was the right thing to do and those who "lost" now needed to fall in step. How tragic!

I now have the privilege of sitting in plenary faculty meetings where we use Robert's Rules of Order to run the meeting and make decisions. Did mention I hate voting? I hate Robert's Rules of Order even more. It may be a great method for keeping order in a large assembly - and it may help to move a process along - but it really only serves those who know the rules and are willing to raise their voice in an assembly. Discussion can be cut off at any time by someone who wants to "call the question." And again, when a vote is called for, the majority "wins" - even if it is by one vote (I know, sometimes it calls for a 2/3 vote, but that still creates "winners" and "losers").

So back to my committee (and what this has to do with leadership). We had actually voted the week before, and it came down to two books, and the final vote was 4-3. Clearly there was a "winner," but we all knew that there were strong feelings for the "loser." What were we going to do with that? As a group, we chose to sit on it for a week, come back together and talk some more. Interestingly, we ended up choosing last week's "winner," but we did so in a collegial manner through consensus rather than voting. I cold look at everyone, let them have their say, and know that we were all okay with the decision. It just felt better than a 4-3 vote.

So what does leadership have to do with this? Voting is easy - either you are for or against an idea or subject. Voting creates winners and losers - and the losers almost always will say, "I didn't vote for that, so I really don't care about it." A leader creates a shared vision, in which there cannot be winners and losers....A leader builds team, in which there cannot be winners and losers...A leader builds a sense of community, in which there cannot be winners and losers.

That being said, sometimes the leader needs to make a decision where there is an impasse, and there are many ways to do that. One way is to take a vote, but only when it is agreed by the group that everyone has had their say and that they will abide by the vote. Another way is to make the decision by oneself after having heard everyone's ideas, but only when the group knows that they will not be able to make the decision and trusts you to do that with and for them. Another way is to get someone else in the group to make the decision, but only if that person is a trusted member of the group.

So yes, I hate voting and attempt to avoid it like the plague. I will use it when it is applicable, but it will never become my modus operandi within a given group. I choose consensus, or the wisdom of the group. I choose community, or the building up and affirmation of one another. I choose to take the necessary time to come to a decision, or what some call "wait time." Choosing these things can make a big difference in one's leadership - and more important they can make a big difference in building a sense of community.

proving yourself

Do you ever find yourself having to prove to others that you are indeed pretty good at what you do and that you actually might know what you are doing? I found myself in this situation several times this past week, and realized that this thought pattern and behavior could become destructive pretty quickly, especially for one in a leadership position. Let me explain:

Not coming up through the "normal" academic ranks, I have always felt as if others might see me as not totally legitimate in my position as a Dean of a College. Perhaps I have always felt this way, especailly since most of the leadership positions I have held have been in places and situations in which I did not have much "formal" training. And yet, I have, for the most part, been successful and able to lead and move the organization to the next level. So I keep having two questions:

1. what will it take for others to see me as a legitimate leader in my position?
2. why do I feel this way and what will it take for me to stop feeling like this?

Perhaps it is one of the curses of leadership - leaders are often the ones thinking to themselves, "I could do that better." When given the opportunity to do "that" better, they then remember that most people following are also saying to themselves, "I could do that better." It becomes a little unsettling when you know that others are judging you...and then you remember that you were once one of them, judging whomever was leading you. Face it - if we had not been saying to ourselves (and others) " I could do that better," we would not be in the position of leadership that we are today. So here is my attempt to answer the two questions:

1. If I expect others to see me as legitimate in my position of leadership, then I have to first of all lead (and all the implications that go with that); second, invite others to join me in my leadership; and third, find a way to let others know that they are better off because of my leadership. Of course, the irony of that is that if you have to tell others about your leadership, are you really effective as a leader? Ah, the multiple paradoxes of leadership...and of life!
2. I think I feel this way because it just might be true - others will question my leadership capability and believe they could do a better job. And as I think about it, maybe that is a really good thing, because that means that I am helping to create other leaders. Imagine if everyone in the organization believed they could do a better job of leading than you...and then imagine that you found a way for them to develop their leadership skills so that they began to more deeply believe that they could do a better job of leading than you...and then imagine that you put together an organizational structure where all of these people could practice their newly learned leadership skills and believe even more fully that they could do a better job of leading than you...and then imagine that you would actually give them titles and positions in which they could have the responsibility, authority, and accountabilty that leaders have...it is probably only at this point that they will realize that they cannot do a better job of leading than you, because they are doing what you do. Wouldn't that be an exceptional organization?

So I guess I am stuck in this paradox of always feeling inadequate, yet knowing that I am still doing a good job...I'm stuck in the paradox of wondering what others think about my leadership and hoping they find me both adequate and inadequate at the same time...I'm stuck in the paradox of developing others to do my job when they don't believe I can adequately do my job...I'm stuck in the paradox of having to prove myself to people whose growth occurs as they question my motives.

So to answer my questions, I guess it has to be that I had better become comfortable with these paradoxes if I want to keep leading and realize that what led me to do what I do is the same thing that drives me crazy in others - so I had better stop worrying about it and start leading.

making sense out of nonsense

I was recently introduced to the writings of Roger Martin, Dean of the Rotman School of Management at the University of Toronto. Roger looks at the world of business (and business education) through a completely different lense - one which helps others make "sense" out of "nonsense." Let me try to explain...

I am 2/3 of the way through Roger's first book entitled The Opposable Mind: Winning Through Integrative Thinking. He begins the book with a quote from F. Scott Fitzgerald which says that "the test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposing ideas in mind at the same time and still retain the ability to function. One should, for example, be able to see that things are hopeless yet be determined to make them otherwise." I tend to understand this thinking as to what Jim Collins, in his book Built to Last, refers to as BOTH/AND thinking rather than EITHER/OR thinking.

In my first class of the spring semester, I handed out a box of crayons and a coloring sheet to my students and asked them to color (no directions included). After about 10 minutes, we stopped and looked at what they had done. ALL the students had been very neat and clean, coloring inside the lines with the perfect color they had chosen. When I asked why no one had colored outside the lines, they responded that they were doing what they had always been told to do - and besides, coloring outside the lines was messy, and "messy" is bad, which would result in a lower grade (you get the idea of where I was going with this). The discussion finally led to the idea that life is messy - that problem solving is messy - and that we had better learn to be comfortable with messy, or life would drive us insane. Sounds a lot like being able to hold two opposing ideas in our minds at the same time and still retain the ability to function!

Martin has many models and ways of thinking in his book to help the reader/student learn how to become an "integrative" thinker - one of my favorites is developing the understanding that "existing models do not represent reality; they are our constructions." STOP and consider the impact of that statement. Everything we see and understand is based on some type of model we have formed in our brains in order to "make sense" of what we see. However, there is always more to be discovered - or my model may be different than another's model and we see the same thing differently - or creating a new model helps us to see things another way - or understanding another's model helps us to enter into their world in a new and creative way...and the list goes on. Becoming comfortable with the fact that our models do not represent reality is a HUGE step in one's leadership development. Think of the possibilities that can occur when we look at a situation, and allow our understanding of it to go beyond what we first see and believe. WOW!

Today, as you encounter different people and different situations, keep this thought in mind. Ask yourself if there might be another way of understanding what you are seeing and hearing - and allow yourself to explore different understandings. Ask others what they see and understand...think how someone 1000 years ago would have seen and understood this situation...think of how someone younger/older than you would see and understand the situation...think of how someone who isn't in your field of study/expertise would see and understand the situation...think of how someone in a life or death moment would see and understand the situation. Consider the possibilities - and begin to make sense out of nonsense.

a decade of leading

On this last day of 2009, I have decided to do a little reflection on my own leadership, in hopes that it will help me (and others) put leadership development into perspective. It is hard to believe that for the most part, I have been in an executive leadership role for the past 10 years. Here is a short synopsis of my leadership journey over this decade...

1. Toward the end of 2000, I was faced with the decision to go and work for a person whom I considered a leadership mentor - or lead an organization myself. I chose (after much handwringing) to lead an organization myself - Lutheran High North in Houston, TX. As Headmaster of the school, I was put in a position to grow the school and to make it a viable entity. I spent 4.5 years there (January 2001-July 2005), learning what it meant to be responsible for a large organization. The buck stopped with me - and I lost many nights of sleep thinking about the job. As I look back, I believe that the school expereinced growth and success during that time in a variety of areas.
2. Beginning in February of 2001, I began my doctoral program in organizational leadership through the University of Phoenix. I read, wrote, reflected on, and discussed leadership for two full years (before beginning the dissertation process) with a group of people whom I grew to love and adore. The depth of reading and writing (as well as the AMOUNT of reading and writing) led me to really understand and know what I believed about leadership and what I believed good leadership was. It was during these years of study that I was also learning what it meant to lead an organization - so the two went hand in hand. You want to grow as a leader?...read, write, reflect, and discuss leadership (intensely) WHILE you are actually leading. BTW, I finally finished the dissertation in August of 2007, receiving my degree that fall.
3. In Julyof 2005, I received the opportunity to change my position and go to Concordia University Texas to lead the College of Business. While this seemed like a step "back" in terms of leading an organization, I believed that I had the opportunity to train people in leadership through this position. Concordia's mission of "developing Christian leaders" so resonated with me that I saw this as a chance to make a larger impact for God's Kingdom by devloping others to be leaders. Over the course of these past four and a half years, I have been able to teach leadership to students, set up a culture where leadership is taught and practiced, serve as a mentor to others who desire to lead, write and talk about leadership to larger groups of people, and continue the process of learning about leadership myself.

What has all this done for me, in terms of my own leadership development? Here's a quick list:

• Understand how I best function as a leader
• Learn how to continue my growth as a leader
• Put myself in constant contact with leaders in multiple venues
• Write and speak about leadership at a continuing deeper level
• Mentor others in their own leadership development
• Develop a clearer understanding of how my faith and theology influences my leadership

Considering how I have grown in my own leadership development in the past ten years, the next ten should be quite a ride. There is still SO much to learn...there are still SO many ways to lead...there are still SO many leaders to talk with...there are still SO many students to influence...there are still SO many books to read...and there are still SO many opportunities of which I am unaware in which God can use what I have learned over the past decade to grow His Kingdom. How exciting is that? With the start of a new decade, I am ready for a wild ride of continued leadership development - and of leading!

incarnational leadership

My favorite version of the Christmas story is simple, and yet complete..."The Word became flesh and dwelt among us, full of grace and truth" (John 1:14). While I can still recite Luke 2:1-20 from memory, and the Matthew account of the wisemen holds mystery for me, it seems that John 1:14 is so deep and theological, that I am able to contemplate it over and over and never grow weary. Perhaps that is because it is a verse that not only describes the essence of my Christian faith but also describes what I believe to be a grand leadership style. Let's explore...

1. leaders are real people - we so often place people in leadership positions on pedestals, believing they can do no wrong and will, with the right words or the wave of the hand, lead us to the promised land. Leaders, like every other human being, are merely "flesh." They have no special powers...they are not omnipresent...they are not omniscient...and they have emotions just like everyone else. Once everyone understands this (including the leader themself), it becomes much easier to lead - and to follow.
2. leaders need to hang out with people - I have heard from several people over the past few weeks how they have observed leaders being aloof and isolating themselves from others. How stupid is that? If people in leadership positions are to lead (read: influencing others toward a common goal), then they have to a)be listening to others; and b)be talking to others. There is no other way around it. Leaders have to "dwell" among those they lead, not merely stop in and say hello every now and then. That's the beauty of the verse - Jesus didn't come down from heaven, wave a magic wand, and make everything OK - he "hung out" with those whom he loved, namely people.
3. leaders have to love people - to be full of grace assumes that one loves others, in a compssionate and non-judgemental way. This is hard work, because our human nature always wants to assume the worst. It can be especially hard for people in leadership positions since they worked hard to get where they are - and then consequently assume that everyone should work just as hard as them. It's easy to be judgemental - it's hard to love unconditionally. Imagine an organization where grace abounds...here's a hint: it begins with the leader.
4. leaders identify and name reality - truth is all around us...it can be seen, it can be heard, and it can be felt. And yet, people in leadership positions refuse to call it out, especially if it is bad news. For many people, being a person of grace means not holding others accountable...and yet, the two can, and should, go hand-in-hand. When I truly love someone for whom they are, I want what is best for them (AND, when I truly love my organization and its mission, I want what is best for it and its future). Why would I NOT hold both the individual and the organization accountable, naming the truth and helping them change and be better?

As I get ready to celebrate Christmas, I am awed that my God came down to this earth and hung out - as God and man - to give us a picture of what "grace and truth" looks like when it manifests itself among people. Jesus Christ came as a baby - a REAL baby - and grew to be a man who walked among REAL people - and then, in order to save me from my sin, died a REAL death - and culminated his victory over death with a REAL resurrection. For that I give thanks, knowing that through faith in him as my Lord and Savior, I have the HOPE of eternal life - and that makes all the difference in the world.